Loveable by KJK, my favourite Running Man, because he inspires me to gym... maybe...
The meaning of this song might be simple or deep, but it reminds me strongly of something every time I hear it.
You know what it reminds me of? I guess it's time for the famous...
Here's the reason; this is the intro song for running man, I watch running man in the noon while I eat lunch, and I almost usually eat economy rice for lunch. (because I am poor)
Yea so, I think of economy rice every time I hear this song! No joke! Kinda sad, because it spoils the mood of the song for me... but yum yum!
Now I feel hungry..
Moving on! Graduated recently on 24th May!
Moving on again! Because I don't really care...
You know why? I'll tell you why... There is something I always say, but I don't think I mentioned it on my blog before. It is that...
After going through primary and secondary schools, I realised that what really stays with you after you graduated, is your friends, really good ones. And if you don't make any good friends is like you wasted that phase of your life on nothing. And for me, I would have wasted my life in polytechnic, if I haven't met ALEX and become close in the final year! So cheers BRO and stop trying to get me drunk!
Well, another thing that might be worth mentioning is that my parents came to my graduation.
I told them I got an award which is the 'Diploma with Merit', but they did not understand.. and kept asking where is the award at the end.
My MUM was like (She said in Chinese, but I am lazy to type Chinese), "Where is your award? I see other people getting some gold and silver things. You don't even have, still say you got award."
So I was like okay, whatever, it's not really important that they know what I am doing, but I just hope I could made them feel proud for once, because I don't know how many chances I have to do that.
Hopefully they did. Actually I could tell the were. Which made me very happy. =')
I just added this picture because I find this part of the post very empty. This is the KAP's MacDonald's (COLL celebrated my 20th b'day here) which will be mentioned soon, next line actually.
After the graduation, went out for lunch at KAP's MacDonald's with DAV, Karmen and Karmen's family and relatives.
They're really great people, and I'm not saying that because they treat me Macs. (Although that would be a valid reason too)
I'm saying it because they make a family looks really warm and welcoming.
I meant you can tell how bonded they are when they talk and act around each other.. very comfortable.. like home.
What I want to say is just that Karmen is just really lucky.
I can't even live by a day without seeing my parents quarrelling. (Actually I can, I just stay out of house, but that doesn't count right?)
But I guess it's a good thing, that they fight, because it means they are working things out and not giving up.
Do I really have to talk about that? Now I am asking myself a question... that's dumb.
Moving on!
Later that night, I went out with ALEX, KEVIN and DARREN.
To Atlantis for KTV. Great time, drank quite a lot.
They kept saying I was drunk, but I really wasn't just very tired and the taste of the alcohol started to come on too strong on me.
Anyway, learnt bunch of drinking games that day and sing quite a handful number of songs (I kept singing because, you can't drink when you sing, did that just rhymed? Self 5!)
Few days later went on KTV trip again with KL, DAV, CS, BEN, YK & ADEL.
Very fun too, but the problem is no one sings those songs that I sing.
And they aren't some random China songs, it's some very classic Chinese songs. If only WM was there, we we would have made a fine duet bro!
Anyway, many people that read my blog (who am I kidding) are telling me, "You should share about people whom you have/had feelings for, it'll make an interesting read."
Which I agree is true, CS talked about his feelings for You-Know-Who (Weirdly reminds me of Lord Voldemort, and yes I dare to speak his name) and it really grappled my attentiveness and curiosity, shake it hard like how ecstasy shakes your head. Got me hooked on like a drug and have to keep on reading and reading.
My explanation can be a bit exaggerated, but you get my point. ='3
That's why I am going to talk about A.
A is the first person I ever had a crush on, I was... primary 3 years old. Stupid boy.
And her name is... Well, if I am going to tell you her name, I wouldn't have used A in the first place. (Some of you know who she is though)
So yea, it's hard to just tell a story of what happened.. because it's really hard and it's a very long time ago.
But I can tell a few stupid things that I remember doing because of A.
Please remember I was a stupid boy when I did all these.
A picture showing a mystery women, the silhouette doesn't at all looks like A's. Looks abit like... ='0
1) "Should have written it down on a paper, stupid boy!"
You know how when you like someone, you try to know more about her? Stupid boy was no different. There was one time at the quadrangle, I realised A was close by, so I started this very stupid game. It's called 'Who's Older'. I compared age with a few friends around (it's surprisingly fun for children) and approached A eventually, I told A my birthday and she told me she's older, then I said something like 'I don't believe' and she proved it by showing me her bus pass, that was when I got to know her birthday (and how her bus pass looks like). But easily distracted me forgot it after awhile. =_=,
2) "If you like the dancer you like the her dance."
Just some information about myself, basketball and mathematics club was my CCA in primary school. When there are any festivals celebrated in the school, there bound to be performance on the stage. As you don't people to play basketball or do mathematics on the stage, I am usually the audience. The outline of the performances is standard, there'll be different racial dances. I'm actually not a person who enjoy seeing primary school kids dance, and it seems do me that they were using the same dance for the whole 6 years, so every time the dance group comes out, I'm like "Are you kidding me? This again?".
The only exception was Chinese dance, it's the only dance that I watch. You may think it's because I am Chinese, but well, it was for a much more stupid reason. It's because A was in Chinese dance and I thought the best kind of support you could give a performer, is attention. Therefore, I always give my full attention to her only, so actually I am not very sure about the rest of the dance, but she alone is amazing (I don't have anyone to reference to though) and passionate (she continued dancing in secondary school too).
3) "The catching you remember."
One thing I like about being a kid is that simply running around the courtyard chasing other kid is a really fun thing to do. And I remember there is one time during the holydays we were called back for extra lessons. It is a pain in the ass, but during the break in between someone suggested thought we could play catching, boys VS girls style. No one objected, pretty much because young kids don't have opinion of their own, and I reckon the guy/girl who suggested the idea will prolly become the president in the future! Bravo mystery guy/girl! =_=,
Anyway, I remembered when it was the girl's turn to do the catching, I purposely ran near her, so that she would come and catch me. I didn't want to get caught by her, because that would end the.. 'her chasing me'. However I didn't want to outrun her that much that she would give up, because of the same reason. So I kept accelerating and decelerating accordingly to keep the chase going. But as the going get tough, the tough gets going.. Why did I say that? I just wanted to say that I got really tired in the end and hidden in the toilet because girls can't enter. Stupid and prideless boy. Anyway, it's the simple kind of togetherness that I stupidly enjoyed last time.
4) "You are stupid, so am I"
Okay this is prolly the last one. (there are more, but they're so stupid that I am embarrassed to tell even) There is a very common piece of knowledge; when you like someone, you want them to be happy. Well, I'm very happy to say that primary 3 me knew that too. I remember this happened during a science class, we were seated in groups and A, me, extras #1,2,3...(don't know how many other people there are) and KEN were in the same group.
There are work to be completed in the class, and A happened to come across a question she don't know how to do. I don't know why, but she choose asked me if I know how to do it. As you expected stupid me definitely don't know the answer. So I did a very cool thing, I took KEN's workbook and show it to her. Not really sure what I was thinking then. I guess, letting her have the answer would make her happy, and I'll use all means to do that. What a cool stupid boy. Have to admit I'm still pretty stupid now. Takes courage to admit you're stupid though and between bravery and intelligence, I choose the former one. (although it's less useful in the current generation)
That's pretty much everything. ='/
After I graduated from primary school, never really hear any news from her anymore...
... until when I was in secondary 3, I was having a computer class, I swiveled my chair around and saw one of my classmates were using her computer to read her own blog.
That was when I saw A's name in the sidebars of her blog, what a coincidence...
...she was my first crush so of course I am curious if she was doing fine or not.
Therefore, I went home to searched for it...
... I remember the blog song when I first when on it. It's 'Keep Holding On' by Avril Lavigne.
I read and read and read, not all in 1 day though... Now that I think of it, that makes me a stalker. but she's such a good writer, that I have to keep reading.. ='/)
... and then I realised.. my first crush is amazing.
Okay nw that is really all...
... and I did a drawing for her on her birthday...
came clean. The end.
Alright! Really long post, at least it felt like I have taken a really long time to finish typing it.
Anyway, colour that part of the post pink, because when you were young, love is represented by a pink heart shape.
That's really random.. you know what's not random? Saying by by at the end of the blog post.
By by! Xia! =')
PS: Congratulations to ALEX! POP lo! Twice in a row, the post script is used for you. =')
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Let your feelings flow freely, accept each one of them, know that they are your feelings and no one is to blame for them. Live from the essence and watch you feelings flow; only when you can accept them can you understand the story of your life.
自古多情空余恨， 此恨绵绵无绝期。
