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Saturday, July 23, 2011

Episode 56: I admit it.

Hey! I'm finally blogging all thanks to KEN!

We were just talking about blogs and it made me feel like blogging.

No super cool and exciting reason, so I'm sorry if I disappoint you. ='<

Actually there is a few really cool days I should really mentioned... QUICKLY

Because I don't want to spend too much time dwelling on the past, considering that is what I do most of the day, I shall give myself a break when I am blogging. ='<

11th JULY

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Early celebration for RUI's birthday!

I think it is really successful considering that there isn't much planning put to place.

Everything was just all over the place and suddenly put in place together nicely.

Thanks again to KEN...'s car! Shyt! I can't emphasis how much I love your car, I may even love it more than my bike. When I do get one. ='<

It started with lots of confusion, so I'm actually confused of how to start.

Guess I'll just jumped into the middle...

I met up with JUL at... CCK MRT... I think so, it's like 14 days ago, so I'm really racking my mind hard on this.

Then we met up with KEN someplace near the CCK MRT, someplace where JUL's memories lies. ='<

There are some stories there, and it's cool he could share it so straightforwardly. Guess he is over it and maybe he fallen for someone else?

I don't know, I don't know where I got that from either. KEN didn't told me anything. ='/

Back on the topic! We met up, got into the car, and went to fetch RUI at Queenstown, before heading to our final destination (Not as scary as it sounds... not scary at all actually)...

Geylang... si pa pu Geylang. Geylang! I got no idea what that means, the only logical idea I think it could mean is... Geylang is Geylang. Geylang!

Oh man this is getting long, I said I'll keep it short! Alright here the pictures! Analyse yourself!

I said analyse yourself, but I'm really the mouth hard, heart soft (嘴硬心软) kind. I'll still give some pointers what's happening yea! So we went there to eat some good stuffs (好料), The pot = Frog's leg. Green plate = Sting ray, I like sting rays, but not the one who killed Steve Irwin, although Steve Irwin would still love all of them. Off topic sorry. Orange plate = Fried oyster. FYI, Steve Irwin is not vegetarian. Weird huhs, I meant he love animals so much! ='0

After than we ate durian at the side of the streets where I argued with JUL, I guess I win. I don't know, don't remember the details, los! Anyway, we also played the 'guess how many durians are there when we split it apart' game! Pointless but fun, fun because I win most of the time I guess. They called me the durian king! ROFL! Okays, even my captions are getting long. =_=,

All in all it was a great great day! I enjoyed it, I hope COLL enjoyed it! Especially RUI, it was for his birthday after all! But I think he did! So... Yays! ='D

Oh yea! OTW back JUL passed me a belated present for my birthday!

It's a Mayday Parade shirt! Damn cool, and I love it, but it's abit big, so I'm thinking if I can get it to the tailor someday. ='0

16th JULY

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This time it's to celebrate CS birthday! It's so busy in the 2nd half of the year.

Why do all my brothers have their birthdays after mine. =_=,

Well, that makes me a big brother, and definitely it's part of my role to make it a successful birthday outing for every brother! =')

So hopefully CS enjoyed his birthday! Okays end...
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NOT! Just kidding. What we actually planned to do on CS birthday was go do Douby Ghaut again.
And again, I forget how to spell it. I seriously misspelled them all the time, not on purpose. =_=,
So yea, don't really understand why, but it seems like it has become our gathering place.
But fortunately (for them) we didn't visit the pool center this time. (They are sick of it, I'm fine! ='))
We planned to go to the mind cafe, but due to DAVID lack of OBSERVATION (Haiz...), we were very disappointed that it wasn't open when we reached at like 12pm?
So we went to have our lunch first at SUBWAY!!! Hmmm, more like at subway ...
Don't really remember much of that, but I wanted us to treat CS, but it was very weird to suggest, because you have to order and pay 1 by 1.
I still feel damn guilty, the LAN-shop too, we should have paid, I should have taken initiative.
Oh well, I can treat him some other days, but it won't be as special. ='(
Shouldn't let it trouble you, right? Yea... Shyt! I'm going bonkers. Maybe because it's getting late and I don't have enough sleep.
So as I mentioned, we went to the LAN-shop, which was quite fun.
Played Red Alert? or was it Command & Conquer? Not sure. It's a CS like game, matching for CS's birthday! =')
For me the fun part was when we played WC3 together AGAIN, that is like reliving the past.
Can you believe it? Playing WC3 together has become reliving the past!
Anyway, mind cafe finally open after we left the LAN-shop.

Nowadays, we just don't take pictures, and it's sad that I have to find pictures over Google everytime all the time. So BEN is your job to take pictures next time okays!? Get your camera fixed man! ='X

Therefore we went up, and because the food there is rather expensive and unworthy. We just played the games available.
At the start they just got those game that have fancy boxes, and too complicated for simpletons like us to figure out.
So after running to and fro a few times, we finally got a game which has to got to do with bomb and English.
So yea, I think KL was victorious for that game if I've remember correctly.
The game we played after that was Rango? Or something like that, the name is totally irrelevant (obviously, I don't even know what Rango means), so its pretty much just a game that test one's reaction.
So BEN won once and I won once. Pretty impressive huhs? I got the reaction of a goal keeper okays! BEN is just lucky... Just kidding!
The last game was Sitting David. So yea, the objective of the game is to sabotage DAVID, so I can't really figure out the difference between this game and the game we played before, Sabodavid. Anyway, the game had a close call between KL and WM, which I couldn't remember who won.
Anyway it really isn't the winning part that matters because there isn't any prize LOS, and no forfeit either. But it's really fun to get together sometimes and do something fresh together!
After that, KL and WM had to go, so it's up to CS, BEN, DAVID & ME to make it a good BOB night.
Actually it wasn't that good until we saw the fireworks which is beautiful.

I love fireworks, it explains that all good things come to an end in a split second. Even the shortest lived flower will take days to show that, so aren't fireworks amazing? Hell yea they are! But I'm not pessimistic, I think it's a beautiful reminder to us to cherish the things we have before we lose it forever.

Then Baa Baa... Lazy... Baa Blahs... and we went home, and I said happy birthday to CS in New Zealand time. ='3

Alright, that almost recap the most of JULY so I guess I won't blog until AUGUST.
Which I won't blog much too, not because it is national day, but because exams will be there then.
So to make up to that + to make up for not blogging for such a long time ++ to make up of for finally blogging but producing such a crappy post...

(Man, my life sucks, it's full of regrets...
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人生不如意者十之八九. So it's normal. I guess.)

I'm continuing this story I wrote long time ago. About the boy who met the girl and prayed to god everyday.
Do you remember it? I doubt so huhs, if you don't you can search in in the archive. Clue: /2
So here I go again:

Without another word from God, he dismissed the boy. The boy was sent travelling back to under the heaven. In the process, the boy was knocked out as the hunger strike of a 1000 years became so real. While the hunger for food food killed his consciousness, his hunger for love woke him up. He didn't look around, he looked for the girl. He finally saw a familiar silhouette, and he ran towards it. He couldn't be mistaken. She was sleeping, or so he would want to believe. She was beautifully aged, the scar left by time was so obvious. 'Hey!', he said. There's no reply. He checked for her signs of life. He cried, he regretted what he did, and even more of what he didn't. he hated himself for being so useless and now feeling so helpless.

He carefully picked up her fragile-looking hand. It was cold, unusually cold. It took awhile before he understand that it was the freezing bed's work, it is life sustaining. It explains why her body is still intact after all these years. His stomach growled, he stepped out of the tomb to look for food. He collected lots of food, sat under a tree and started eating. While he was eating, an apple fell from the tree and hit his head. In that instant, he had an epiphany; he wonder what make things fall? No one knows the answer and he couldn't figure it out too. There are things in the world that are still not known and not understandable. There must also be something unknown that is capable of reviving the girl. He decided, he will embark on a journey of discovering science, practice medicine and ultimately uncovering the unheard-of method of revival that could save the girl.

In the day, the boy would read up every single book that is relevant, and to further aid his research, he also explored the hills nearby to understand act of nature and find new herbs for healing. And every night, he will sleep on the uncomfortably cold bed with the girl, not just for companionship but also to extend his lifespan as he knows the research might take a long time before completion and he has understood that the bed had positive effect on one's health.

After several years, he become a well-known physician. Everyone in the village nearby seek him for cure whenever they are sick and he always helped delightfully, not charging the villagers a single cent. He believed that treating the patients, would allow him to learn and gain clues to resurrecting the girl. On one occasion, he even treated a great general, who had been struck by a poisoned arrow during battle. When asked of his name by the general, the boy paused for awhile, as he has long forgotten his name, but he replied, 'Hua Tuo', when he saw kids outside the house playing with spinning tops with flowery patterns. After that incident he was given the tittle, God of Healing. However accomplished he was, he still feel that it was far from reviving the girl, but he didn't give up. Everytime he felt discouraged, he would sit under the apple tree and wait for an apple to drop. When that happens, he will be filled with hopes and continue to try.

Abit of clarification here for why he name himself Hua Tuo:
It got nothing to do with playing inside or outside the house.
Neither has it got to do with the kids, it can be children or adults, it doesn't matter.
Hua Tuo in Chinese is 华陀.
One meaning of 华 in Chinese is flowery and,

Spinning Top in Chinese is 陀螺.
There for Hua Tuo = 华陀 = Flowery Spinning Tops.

So yea, that is the continuation of the story. Prolly not the end, but... I don't know... so don't get your hopes up.
I actually do have some ideas but they are all over the place in my mind now. If you have any ideas, you can tell me. ='/

Anyway as I said, won't be blogging much in AUGUST due to examination, but after the examination it will be internship straight away for 6 MONTHS!
Damn! I guess I'll blog whenever I can and when I cannot, I'll make time to do so. Because YOU (people who read my blog, including myself) are important to me. =')
So till then, stay healthy and drink lots of water. (I got no idea why I'm saying this.)
Good luck for those who are studying and having their exams soon! =')

By by~ Xia~ =')

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The truth is, I’m one of those few people who actually care when i ask “What’s wrong?” or "What happened?". The only problem is that usually I have no idea what to say afterwards or how to make it better. I try not to use phrases like “that sucks” or “I’m sorry”, but i still can never find the right words to say. but i promise, I’ll always listen. I guess that’s all i can do.

I Admit it. I'm waiting for something that won't happen.

Santa was here @ 4:36 AM

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Episode 55: I don't know anymore.

Hey! I'm feeling... you know... I don't know.
God! Don't you hate the feeling when you don't even know what the fcuk you're feeling?
God prolly doesn't but I do. =_=,

So let's not talk about feeling, since I don't know anymore, maybe we can come back to it later.
Lately I've been playing this super cool game that has been around for a damn long time!
The Sims 3! Should have tried the game long ago, but at least I'm playing it now.
Yea! I'm a gamer, not active but I do game when I'm bored. Turn off maybe? IDGAF.
Anyway here's a picture of the game, my sim, my family & my house. =')

My Sim: Fundacao Gibson Vegas! My house is under construction so I'm not showing it. Maybe next time! =')

My family, wife is teaching my daughter how to talk. My daughter's name is Schera Philia! Cool huhs!? ='D

Anyway then I'm thinking, what if god is playing a game of sims where we are the sims?
And, and we are playing sims, what if our sims are playing sims too? So on an so forth...
That's super cool! Like Simception, if you know what I mean.

I can relate sims to another movie too, and that is Avatar!
My sim is like my avatar, when I use the computer, I live in my sim, when my sim use the computer and when I quit the game...
I live in me? Alright that doesn't make any sense and It sounds confusing.
So let's forget it, just know that I feel so cool then... I don't know how I feel now, remember?

There you go The Sims 3! Really interesting and unpredictable game with lots of fun and reality to it!
I remember there is this Chinese poem. Which goes... Wait let me check the net.

富家不用买良田，书中自有千锺粟；
安居不用架高堂，书中自有黄金屋；
出门莫恨无人随，书中车马多如簇；
娶妻莫恨无良媒，书中自有颜如玉；
男儿若遂平生志。六经勤向窗前读。

赵恒

Anyway I'll like to believe that that is true, because I'm so focused on studying as I have no other things to focus on now. Sad right? ='(
But that wasn't my point! All those things they mentioned to be able to find in the books can actually be found in The Sims 3!
So burn the books and start playing The Sims 3! ='D

Since I mentioned the Chinese poem, I'll like to declare my bit of fondness on Chinese literature.
I always thought they are damn cool. All the four character words and other idioms, I still check them out occasionally. Nerd huhs? IDGAF!
I also remember there was once where I wanted to learn to chant out The Three-Character Classic in reverse order.
But its pretty meaningless if I don't understand what it means in the normal order.
So I actually read about it quite a bit, I can say & understand 10 lines out of like 100+ lines?
Seriously! I'll write it out without reference here, so there's no guarantee it is correct.

人之出，性本善，性相近，习相远；
苟不教，性乃遣，教之道，贵以专；
孟子母，择邻处，子不学，断机础；
堕燕山，有义方，教五子，名句杨；
养不教，父之过，教不严，师之惰；
子不学，非所为，幼不学，老何为；
玉不琢，不成器，人不学，不知义；
为人子，方少时，亲师友，习礼仪；
香九龄，能温席，孝于亲，所当直；
融四岁，能让梨，弟于长，以先知；

Alright, I have to admit the Chinese writer helped me a lot and I know that there are a lot of mistakes!
Still I find it damn cool, maybe I'll go learn another 10 lines, and check for my mistake while I do that. =')

But before that let me talk share about yesterday night. I did something cool.
Heh! I'm sharing all the cool things today huhs? Guess now that I'm older, I'm cooler...
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NOT! Just kidding seriously.
I was blogwalking! Yea, I was looking at blogs from people I don't know at all.
I meant seriously, unlike those fake blogwalkers on my Cbox. I'm the real shit!
Seen a few pretty dandy things, and this morning I checked facebook and saw some of my friends did them. Coincidence huhs? ='0
Anyway I'll do it here, only people who cares get to know more about me! =')

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage: Water.
2. last phone call: Fujitsu Premium Care Center.
3. last text message: Benedict.
4. last song you listened to: Tears Don't Fall by Bullet for my Valentine.
5. last time you cried: It's stupid so I won't say.

HAVE YOU EVER: (The 'Nope' Questions)

6. dated someone twice: Nope.
7. been cheated on: Nope.
8. kissed someone & regretted it: Nope.
9. lost someone special: As in dead? Nope.
10. been depressed: As in to the extend I have to consult a doctor? Nope.
11. been drunk and threw up: Nope. I'm a good drinker.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Grey
13. Black...
14. & White = Grey.

THIS YEAR, HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made a new friend: Yes!
16. Fallen out of love: Not really.
17. Laughed until you cried: I've never tried that.
18. Met someone who changed you: Not really.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I don't really know when I found that out.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope.
21. Done anything you regretted: Not yet I guess.

I ACTUALLY HAVE TO RE-CATAGORISE THESE QUESTIONS:

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: There's no friends list on blogger.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Not sure yet, but definitely more than 0.
24. Do you have any pets: Not really if my pet fan Morris is not counted.
25. Do you want to change your name: Yes, Fundacao Gibson Vegas.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I went out with my MUM.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.07 am, that was the first alarm, I have 8 of them.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Blogwalking!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I can wait.
30. Last time you saw one of your parents: Like just now?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Somethings.
32. What are you listening to right now?: Dirty Little Secrets by The All-American Rejects.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I guess not.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing.
35. Most visited webpage: According to my browser it's soccernet.com
36. Whats your real name: Lin Wei Xiang Gibson
37. Nicknames: Gib? Hellzflame? F.G.V?
38. Relationship Status: None.
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer.
40. Male or female?: Male.
41. Elementary: Qifa Primary School & Jurong West Primary School.
42. Middle School: Westwood Primary School.
43. High school/College: Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
44. Hair color: Black.
45. Long or short: I assume they meant the hair so... short sideburns. ='(
46. Height: 1.79? I think.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Hmmm...
48: What do you like about yourself? I have great brothers! =')
49. Piercings: Nope.
50. Tattoos: Nope.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty for hand. I used left foot for high jump.

FIRSTS:

52. First injury: Don't remember
53. First best friend: Do I have to remember their name? If yes, Primary 1. If no, Kindergarten. I know when someones my best friend when I'm happy for his/her happiness. =')
54. First Kiss: Nope.
55. First sport you joined: Basketball.
56. First vacation: When I was a baby, don't remember where.
57. First Alcoholic beverage: Jolly Shandy?
58. First time getting arrested: The first/second time I played police and thief, cause I maybe the police the first time.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Same cup of water.
61. I'm about to: do question 62 reluctantly. Getting bored. =_=,
62. Listening to: Fixed at Zero by VersaEmerge.

YOUR FUTURE:

63. Dreams?: Las Vegas.
64. Want kids?: Yea!
65. Get Married?: Yea!
66. Career?: I don't really know and IDGAF.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: I don't know.
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: Relative to my age? Doesn't matter. As long as it's not too old & not too young.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Like can eat a lot or can carry a lot of things? Eat a lot, I'll carry the things.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: I don't know, but if the question is 'Batman of Superman?', I'll say Batman, no link sorry. I just felt like answering that question.
76. Looks or Personality: Both.

HAVE YOU EVER :

77. Drank hard liquor: Yea.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: Hopefully not.
81. Had your own heart broken: I don't know.
82. Been arrested: Police and thief question again?
83. Turned someone down: ='(
84. Cried when someone died: Yea. Real and unreal people. People who knows me and people who don't.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Most of the time.
87. Miracles: Yea, but they just doesn't happen to me.
88. Love at first sight: Yea.
89. Heaven: I don't know.
90. Santa Claus: Most of the time. I believe I answered this question already.
91. Aliens: Maybe, I haven't read much about it.
92. Angels: Those that live in heaven, I don't know. The one on earth, still searching.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Are you faithful?: Yours faithfully. =')
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: Yea, I sing everyday.
96. Ever hurt someone?: Not intentionally.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go back? Secondary 4 or maybe I'll save it for later.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? The chalet? I'm not sure, can I save it too? ROFL!
99. How do you feel this very second?: I don't know still!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: No, that would be a stupid tittle for my blog post.

Alright! That took really damn long! I guess I'll sleep now! Before that I'll share something else I seen during my blogwalking last night. I'll call this section the... BTTOTDHY! Blogger the Tumblr of the day, Hell Yea! It's Ber-Tot-Dee if you have trouble pronouncing it! =')

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I’m really scared of losing you. I really don’t think you realise how much better my life is with you in it and it’s scary cause it feels like you’re the only thing that really keeps me happy these days. Some other things make me happy, but it’s really only temporary. To be honest, knowing I have you is the real reason why I’m always in such a good mood. and the thought that I can lose all that... yeah, it scares the fcuk out of me.

Then: This.
Now: I don't know anymore.

Santa was here @ 1:54 AM