Hey! I'm trying to blog here.

It's not like I've never blogged before, but yea, just saying...

Things are in a bit of a rush recently, with so many reports and presentation to be due soon.
Life's a mess and I hope I can survive it once again.

Recently I come across this quote, which I think I can and cannot relate to, both at the same time.

It goes like this... Well, I should just post the picture...

Anyway, usually I can't relate to the having a gf part...

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BUT! Yesterday I had a dream, and it's a very interesting one.
I had lots of interesting dreams before, and I didn't write down every single one of them.

I regret that... and that and that one too, and I don't want to regret it this time.

So here's how it goes...

Like many of the times, the start of the dream is always blurry, I can't remember it well. It started of with something like me trying to get this girl. Her name was Yvonne, which actually rings no bell with me of anyone I actually know. Well, if you were to ask of my impression of the name now, I'll think it's someone slim (not skinny) and have a cool character. But let's not get off topic, I'll continue with the story and you'll continue reading from the next paragraph.

Anyway, I managed to get her to be my gf. That's the good thing, the bad thing is I have no idea how I did it. I meant, that would be much more an useful information than just knowing I got a gf.. in my dreams. So just on this casual day, she came to my place, we were at my room, lying on the bed looking at the computer. I don't remember what we were looking at, because she was looking at the computer, I was just looking at her. I think I like her, I like this girl whom I have no idea who she was, I just like her no matter what.

So so, I actually went to the living room for some reason I don't know. When I returned to the room, she wasn't there anymore, I looked at my computer, the screen was displaying the windows showing my account information of my private server maplestory character (FYI, I don't play it). I was worried why she left without a word, so I called her, it went to miss call, so I sent a message saying, 'Hey XXX! Why did you just leave suddenly?' (XXX because, I think I prolly used some nicknames or what but I don't remember what). So moments later, actually almost immediately, she replied. She said she wants to break up, because my maplestory character level 34 only. Now that is a creative way to break up. So I'm like okay... but I was not.

It was sad but it wasn't finished, after that I went to the living room again, for the same reason, which is I don't know. But this time my mum and brother was there, and they were talking about Yvonne. My brother told my mum that I have a gf, then I interrupted and said, 'break up le.' And THAT! is the end of the dream. Ouch! It was already painful enough if it had ended in the last paragraph, but NO! The dream director had to stab on my body a few more times, to wake me up, and it did.

So I guess the morale of the story is to train up a maplestory character...

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NOT! I think it is to not go to the living room for no reason. Hahs? I meant that is so stupid.
Not only you feel stupid, but you also lose a girlfriend.

Well seriously, I actually have a few of afterthought after that dream.

Who is Yvonne? She seems vaguely familiar, but someone who I don't know for sure.
What if I see Yvonne in real life? I think I would still like her despite what she did to me.

What is I see someone whom I think is Yvonne, but is not? I think that is just screwed up. Los!

What if maplestory was a representation of something else? Okays, I just couldn't make any sense out of that.

Enough of the afterthoughts, time has moved on, so must I.
So here I am talking about something else.
Does the two lines above flows nicely and sound poetic?

Maybe it does maybe it doesn't, but I did not try at all...

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BUT! Here's a 9 chi characters per line poem by me, written long long time ago. I dug it out from TTB blog!

过去

林伟祥

It's kind of random isn't it? But I surprisingly have two actual reasons for posting it.

1) It is somehow related to Chinese New Year and Chinese New Year just passed.

2) I want to write another Chi poem, and this poem inspires some of the content.

So here is the poem I've written, this time it's 7 characters per line. True story.

遇会

林伟祥

Alright! As usual, it's up to you to interpret it anyhow you like.
Although I must say this one is pretty obvious... if you are me! ='3

Anyway, writing this poem just makes me want to share this Chinese song by a very underrated star 吳克群. It's called 為你寫詩 and it's not my favourite song from him, but still, enjoy! =')

Really happy that I actually blogged, I can't say how much I enjoy it... sometimes.

You know what? I kinda what to keep my blog a secret.

So for those who knows this blog, good for you, but please don't share it with other people. Promise?
Promises and secrets. Most fragile things in life? Yet I still believe in them.

By by! 9~

Xia~ ='D

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Life is too short for you to spent time with people who suck all the happiness out of you. It doesn't mean they are bad people, it just mean that you are not meat to be with that person.

I'm sorry, are you from the past? ='|