Episode 57: Happy sick.


'Hey!' I barely have enough energy to say that out in real life.
But my fingers are still alive and typing.
I'm sick. Confirm that a few minutes ago, when I woke up from my nap.
It feels terrible, and I have no one to consult and talk to, except my MUM, which I did, and there's alot of nagging of kindness. Yea, which is kinda terrible too.
But I know it's all out of good intention, so however terrible it's fine. It's alright.
So I decided to consult the blog, and talk to myself. Explains why I'm here.
Now I know why I subconsciously said take care and drink lots of water in the previous post.
My spiritual side kinda foresee myself falling sick. Which my non-superstitious side choose not to believe.

Want to know another bad thing that just happened? Even more recently?
My computer just BSOD me, when I was blogging, like the 3rd or 4th sentence.

BSOD = Blue Screen Of Death.

So not only I'm sick, but my computer is sick too.
Which I have contacted the Fujitsu Care Center a long while ago, but they have yet contacted me.
It's like 2 months? Shaq, I think I'll call them tomorrow, and talk to them with my very sick voice. Which is like no voice at all?

So seems like a pretty bad day. It actually is, really.
A car didn't give way to me when I was crossing the road. But it's okay. =')
I missed a bus, it when passed my right when I reached the bus stop. But it's okay. =')
I'm late for my lesson, that is normal actually. So it's okay. =')
Eat the Tutu kway from the new stall in MP (Makan Palace). It taste okay. ='0
KL like Tutu Kway right? Or his mother like? I think is his mother, if I never remember wrongly! Hahas!
Okay okay! Don't digress from the bad points. Although it's okay too, I guess. =')
What else? Got some discussion with a lecturer about internship things.
Which I realised I don't have much confidence in myself. He made it seems like there will be alot of expectation from me. If I want to work for those zai company. Like Rolls Royce. But it's okay. =')
I just want to work for any company which let me try abit of everything, so that I can decide if aviation industry is where I want to reside at in the future. But it's okay? What is okay? Whatever. =')

Anyway if all these things happen some other days. It's prolly okay too. =')
Because I actually have a very high tolerance. So I can endure many 委屈...

大丈夫能屈能伸... A man can... I don't knows even if this is the right phase to use... Can't think well. But it's okay! =')

not bragging here, I don't think of it as a good trait.
Sometimes it's better if I could just tell someone everything that I'm going through and how it is killing me inside.
But because I'm so stubborn, patient and tolerant. I just keep thinking it's not killing me yet, I don't have to tell anyone. And so I don't tell anyone, and the pain stays.
Maybe there's abit of exaggeration there, so no need to worry about me okays! =')

Yea, I got off my point again, what I really want to say that, because all those things happened today, it is extra okay!
Because I'm in a good mood. Hahas! =')
Also, because I'm so tolerant, I don't think there is a reason to tell you why I am in such a happy mood. Maybe that has nothing to do with tolerance, but I'm not telling you anyway.
Just know that I'm happy and be happy for me alright!? Hahas! =')
Today is really one of the best day, it could be better if those bad things didn't happen. Especially the one on me getting sick.
But now that I think about it, I can go polyclinic and Clementi tomorrow, and as a usual routine whenever I fall sick, I always eat the 猪肉粥 there after visiting the doctor, which is super naise!
So today is such a stupidly good day, even the sad songs I heard on my PSP while walking to school have a happy tone to it.
Okay I maybe I should stop emphasis on how good today was and just go and sleep so as I could recover from whatever illness I'm having.
How long will this good mood last I wonder? Let's hope for the best anyway!
Here's another sad thing: I'm so happy, yet the blog post is so short. But that's alright as well.
By by & xia! I'm really sick however unlikely it may seem like from the way I blog. ='D

So I shall go now, before there I'll give you the BTTOTDHY! I want to make it a regular thing. Do you think it's a good idea?


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You catch yourself jumping up and down like a 5yr old who just got candy in 2 weeks. The sudden feeling you get when you got the text from him/her and the thought of giving up just disappears.

When butterflies are in love , do they feel humans in their stomach?

Ho he said, Ho he smiled, Ho he laughed.
Ai vay... This is the Santa-man...
Story of Santa Clause is well-known,
but the full story was never told.

The story that tells his daily live,
People around him who made him happy.
Pasts and presents he left it here,
While he went searching for the one.

Although they share the same mission,
This man is no clause, He is a bro.
Here's the story of the bro, santa-man.
Hope you'll enjoy reading it! Ho Ho Ho...



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