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Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Episode 55: I don't know anymore.

Hey! I'm feeling... you know... I don't know.
God! Don't you hate the feeling when you don't even know what the fcuk you're feeling?
God prolly doesn't but I do. =_=,

So let's not talk about feeling, since I don't know anymore, maybe we can come back to it later.
Lately I've been playing this super cool game that has been around for a damn long time!
The Sims 3! Should have tried the game long ago, but at least I'm playing it now.
Yea! I'm a gamer, not active but I do game when I'm bored. Turn off maybe? IDGAF.
Anyway here's a picture of the game, my sim, my family & my house. =')

My Sim: Fundacao Gibson Vegas! My house is under construction so I'm not showing it. Maybe next time! =')

My family, wife is teaching my daughter how to talk. My daughter's name is Schera Philia! Cool huhs!? ='D

Anyway then I'm thinking, what if god is playing a game of sims where we are the sims?
And, and we are playing sims, what if our sims are playing sims too? So on an so forth...
That's super cool! Like Simception, if you know what I mean.

I can relate sims to another movie too, and that is Avatar!
My sim is like my avatar, when I use the computer, I live in my sim, when my sim use the computer and when I quit the game...
I live in me? Alright that doesn't make any sense and It sounds confusing.
So let's forget it, just know that I feel so cool then... I don't know how I feel now, remember?

There you go The Sims 3! Really interesting and unpredictable game with lots of fun and reality to it!
I remember there is this Chinese poem. Which goes... Wait let me check the net.

富家不用买良田，书中自有千锺粟；
安居不用架高堂，书中自有黄金屋；
出门莫恨无人随，书中车马多如簇；
娶妻莫恨无良媒，书中自有颜如玉；
男儿若遂平生志。六经勤向窗前读。

赵恒

Anyway I'll like to believe that that is true, because I'm so focused on studying as I have no other things to focus on now. Sad right? ='(
But that wasn't my point! All those things they mentioned to be able to find in the books can actually be found in The Sims 3!
So burn the books and start playing The Sims 3! ='D

Since I mentioned the Chinese poem, I'll like to declare my bit of fondness on Chinese literature.
I always thought they are damn cool. All the four character words and other idioms, I still check them out occasionally. Nerd huhs? IDGAF!
I also remember there was once where I wanted to learn to chant out The Three-Character Classic in reverse order.
But its pretty meaningless if I don't understand what it means in the normal order.
So I actually read about it quite a bit, I can say & understand 10 lines out of like 100+ lines?
Seriously! I'll write it out without reference here, so there's no guarantee it is correct.

人之出，性本善，性相近，习相远；
苟不教，性乃遣，教之道，贵以专；
孟子母，择邻处，子不学，断机础；
堕燕山，有义方，教五子，名句杨；
养不教，父之过，教不严，师之惰；
子不学，非所为，幼不学，老何为；
玉不琢，不成器，人不学，不知义；
为人子，方少时，亲师友，习礼仪；
香九龄，能温席，孝于亲，所当直；
融四岁，能让梨，弟于长，以先知；

Alright, I have to admit the Chinese writer helped me a lot and I know that there are a lot of mistakes!
Still I find it damn cool, maybe I'll go learn another 10 lines, and check for my mistake while I do that. =')

But before that let me talk share about yesterday night. I did something cool.
Heh! I'm sharing all the cool things today huhs? Guess now that I'm older, I'm cooler...
...
NOT! Just kidding seriously.
I was blogwalking! Yea, I was looking at blogs from people I don't know at all.
I meant seriously, unlike those fake blogwalkers on my Cbox. I'm the real shit!
Seen a few pretty dandy things, and this morning I checked facebook and saw some of my friends did them. Coincidence huhs? ='0
Anyway I'll do it here, only people who cares get to know more about me! =')

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage: Water.
2. last phone call: Fujitsu Premium Care Center.
3. last text message: Benedict.
4. last song you listened to: Tears Don't Fall by Bullet for my Valentine.
5. last time you cried: It's stupid so I won't say.

HAVE YOU EVER: (The 'Nope' Questions)

6. dated someone twice: Nope.
7. been cheated on: Nope.
8. kissed someone & regretted it: Nope.
9. lost someone special: As in dead? Nope.
10. been depressed: As in to the extend I have to consult a doctor? Nope.
11. been drunk and threw up: Nope. I'm a good drinker.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Grey
13. Black...
14. & White = Grey.

THIS YEAR, HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made a new friend: Yes!
16. Fallen out of love: Not really.
17. Laughed until you cried: I've never tried that.
18. Met someone who changed you: Not really.
19. Found out who your true friends were: I don't really know when I found that out.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Nope.
21. Done anything you regretted: Not yet I guess.

I ACTUALLY HAVE TO RE-CATAGORISE THESE QUESTIONS:

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: There's no friends list on blogger.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Not sure yet, but definitely more than 0.
24. Do you have any pets: Not really if my pet fan Morris is not counted.
25. Do you want to change your name: Yes, Fundacao Gibson Vegas.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I went out with my MUM.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.07 am, that was the first alarm, I have 8 of them.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Blogwalking!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: I can wait.
30. Last time you saw one of your parents: Like just now?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? Somethings.
32. What are you listening to right now?: Dirty Little Secrets by The All-American Rejects.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I guess not.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing.
35. Most visited webpage: According to my browser it's soccernet.com
36. Whats your real name: Lin Wei Xiang Gibson
37. Nicknames: Gib? Hellzflame? F.G.V?
38. Relationship Status: None.
39. Zodiac sign: Cancer.
40. Male or female?: Male.
41. Elementary: Qifa Primary School & Jurong West Primary School.
42. Middle School: Westwood Primary School.
43. High school/College: Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
44. Hair color: Black.
45. Long or short: I assume they meant the hair so... short sideburns. ='(
46. Height: 1.79? I think.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? Hmmm...
48: What do you like about yourself? I have great brothers! =')
49. Piercings: Nope.
50. Tattoos: Nope.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty for hand. I used left foot for high jump.

FIRSTS:

52. First injury: Don't remember
53. First best friend: Do I have to remember their name? If yes, Primary 1. If no, Kindergarten. I know when someones my best friend when I'm happy for his/her happiness. =')
54. First Kiss: Nope.
55. First sport you joined: Basketball.
56. First vacation: When I was a baby, don't remember where.
57. First Alcoholic beverage: Jolly Shandy?
58. First time getting arrested: The first/second time I played police and thief, cause I maybe the police the first time.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: Nothing.
60. Drinking: Same cup of water.
61. I'm about to: do question 62 reluctantly. Getting bored. =_=,
62. Listening to: Fixed at Zero by VersaEmerge.

YOUR FUTURE:

63. Dreams?: Las Vegas.
64. Want kids?: Yea!
65. Get Married?: Yea!
66. Career?: I don't really know and IDGAF.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: I don't know.
69. Shorter or taller: Shorter
70. Older or Younger: Relative to my age? Doesn't matter. As long as it's not too old & not too young.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Like can eat a lot or can carry a lot of things? Eat a lot, I'll carry the things.
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: I don't know, but if the question is 'Batman of Superman?', I'll say Batman, no link sorry. I just felt like answering that question.
76. Looks or Personality: Both.

HAVE YOU EVER :

77. Drank hard liquor: Yea.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
80. Broken someone's heart: Hopefully not.
81. Had your own heart broken: I don't know.
82. Been arrested: Police and thief question again?
83. Turned someone down: ='(
84. Cried when someone died: Yea. Real and unreal people. People who knows me and people who don't.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Most of the time.
87. Miracles: Yea, but they just doesn't happen to me.
88. Love at first sight: Yea.
89. Heaven: I don't know.
90. Santa Claus: Most of the time. I believe I answered this question already.
91. Aliens: Maybe, I haven't read much about it.
92. Angels: Those that live in heaven, I don't know. The one on earth, still searching.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Are you faithful?: Yours faithfully. =')
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: Yea, I sing everyday.
96. Ever hurt someone?: Not intentionally.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go back? Secondary 4 or maybe I'll save it for later.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? The chalet? I'm not sure, can I save it too? ROFL!
99. How do you feel this very second?: I don't know still!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: No, that would be a stupid tittle for my blog post.

Alright! That took really damn long! I guess I'll sleep now! Before that I'll share something else I seen during my blogwalking last night. I'll call this section the... BTTOTDHY! Blogger the Tumblr of the day, Hell Yea! It's Ber-Tot-Dee if you have trouble pronouncing it! =')

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Blogger the Tumblr of the day, Hell Yea!
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I’m really scared of losing you. I really don’t think you realise how much better my life is with you in it and it’s scary cause it feels like you’re the only thing that really keeps me happy these days. Some other things make me happy, but it’s really only temporary. To be honest, knowing I have you is the real reason why I’m always in such a good mood. and the thought that I can lose all that... yeah, it scares the fcuk out of me.

Then: This.
Now: I don't know anymore.

Santa was here @ 1:54 AM