Thursday, December 16, 2010
Episode 37: It doesn't feel right
Best thing about tonight's that I'm not studying!
Could it be that I have been this way before?
Of course I have! and how much I miss it!
To be free, and... happy (relative to few days ago) ='/
Anyways, exams are finally over! Thank god!
It is like the end of the war...
...
Between the sleep-man & the study-man.
Sleep-man doesn't want to study,
And study-man don't want to sleep.
So I'm the innocent guy who's trapped in between this fight,
And I am all torn and tattered. ='(
But now that everything comes to an end.
I have to stay strong and rebuild this blog!
Just like after the war, they have to rebuild the city right?
So this post is just one small step for me, but a big leap for my blog!
Anyway, during this exam period, I want to thank few people who have helped me.
GOD: I subconsciously thank you, just now (in the first para), so I thought I should mention it.
JEREMY: For helping me with the MF quiz! Thanks alot! =')
ALEX, KARMEN & XUEN: Thank you guys for helping me with question (I couldn't understand)/(I didn't know exist)! =')
COLL: For the wonderful day and a half. Very enjoyable break away from my stress exam period! =')
DAVID: For making the exams seems so easy (by seemingly not studying at all), that I let myself feel less stress.
WM: For your care, concern & compassion, I was so touched when you called and ask how I did. But on second thought, you just want to faster Dota together right? Here I come! =')
CS: For chatting with me when I was bored in my studies! =')
KL: Actually I cannot think of anything to thank you about! But I scared you feel left out! Hmmm.... So... Ohhh! Thank you for the slippers, I wore to school today for my examinations! And I made one careless mistake for my paper! Your fault! >='(
Hmmm... When I read what I wrote again, it seems like everyone is thanking me instead, like they are saying what I meant to say to them...
You get it? Nvm... I'm incoherent... But YOUR WELCOME! ='D
That is about all, hope I don't miss out anyone! Happy thanksgiving day! ='D
There must be something special for this very first step I take,
So I thought I should write a peom! Ya, actually I just feel like writing one.
Haven't posted any in a while, remember I used to write once in a while, to practise for literature...
...
NOT! But seriously I've written some, and maybe I can review them on the blog next time.
So another very complicated and hard to understand (isn't it the same?) poem from me.
Which I recommend you not try to understand and just read! Don't skip please! ='(
Also, after reading it a few times, I got confused myself. But don't care! I'm not going to change it!
Maybe that is the type of feeling this poem is trying to arise from us: confusion! ROFL!
Okay, okay, no joke when it comes to poetry. Serious. Here it is:
It doesn't feel right
It doesn't feel right,
To see a curve across your face which don't mean a thing.
I wish I knew you more,
what went through your mind when you were looking at his head.
Questions we skip, don't attempt, because they are pointless.
It doesn't feel right,
To know what yet not understanding why? The feelings.
I wish for a rainbow,
To canopy your shadows, like how they did to the past.
Becoming an underlying shadow that can't be proved to exist.
It doesn't feel right,
Because everything fits nicely and I have nothing left to say.
I wish for nothing,
Because sometimes everything is alright is not what we want.
And everything is not alright now, and this is where I belong.
Lin Wei Xiang Gibson
After the poem, I want to mention about 2 days ago which is BEN's birthday!
I know I'm abit late! But it was becaue of the exams! You will understand because you are a good friend right? ='D
And I have something I made myself for you! So I hope you will like it!
This is 2 videos I recorded from FIFA 11! Is got heart got meaning one okays! 有心有意!
Enjoy BENEDICT KOH JING!
You know you are like the beckham in my squad? Cool right? Los! Should be able to see your name on the shirt! But too bad, too blur! ='(
All I wanted to mentioned, I've mentioned in the video!
In actions & animation, not in words! But I guess I have to translate right?
Hey benedict! This is a special message dedicated to you.
I am willing to be the ball you kicked so hard...
If that is what it takes for you to get your goal.
Not because I am MAN...
But because I am your friend! ='D
And when that time comes, do not hesitate!
Because when I see you happy, running & celebrating.
I know it is worth it! (This part actually means i will always be there for you, not ask you to kick me arhs)
So I will always be there for you!
(Just like during sec 4 NDP! LOS!)
In the card you gave me during graduation day...
You said: 'I hope we met earlier'
I'll say: 'I hope we will be FRIENDS FOREVER!'
And deep down inside... you know we will!
Same goes to the other brothers! Don't jealous!
But today BEN you are special...
So I am going to...
Say it again!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT KOH JING! LOS~ ='3
Hope you like it! Maybe I should show more of my FIFA 11 footage! Very cool right? =')
Okays! I'm so excited about the holy-days!
It's short, but I believe it will be one of the best!
Going out with my MUM tomorrow, guess I should sleep early!
Xia guys! ='D
By by~ ='D
Santa was here @ 12:51 AM