Episode 13: Black trance
Haro! HeyHiHello! ='D
Wanted to blog yesterday, But was busy studying for my test today. (Okay, I know I spent half of the time sleeping ='/)
So I thought I should blog today instead.
Just finish my tests. Wasn't that bad. But ain't very good either.
Well, what's done is done. So I shouldn't bother it and get myself all stressed up!
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Arrggghhhh! Tsk Tsk Tsk...
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Anyway, as I was saying I wanted to blog yesterday, not today.
So I shall not talk about anything that happened today. Yays! ='D
Now, let's take the time machine and travel to a day ago...
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whoosh whirrooish wooooooooorrrrhhhh wiiiiiii... (Time machine sound, I know it's lame, bare with it ='X)
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wiwiwiwii whirooooshi wee wasabi wheui woots...
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2nd June 2010
Haro!
Erm... This is me from yesterday?
Tonikaku (Anyway in Japanese), Here's my story from yesterday... I meant today.
THE BLACK TRANCE
I woke up rather early. When I say early it doesn't means early for school. It means early as in I still feel sleepy. ='| At that time of the day. It is still rather dark. But I didn't on the lights. I don't know why (No, not because I want to save electricity, I'm not that noble. Los! ='X). Got myself a cup of passion fruit tea. As usual, I get a cup of something (anything) and sat down. (Sounds like a very cool thing to do huhs? ='P) Although everything was just like usual. I just feel kinda different. I sat down and think of alot of things. Not that I sit down and stone usually, but it's the feeling. Didn't even drink much from my cup, just sat down, thinking. If you look at me from afar, it'll look as if I stoning, or sleeping, or dieing. =_=, Anyway if you were to ask me what I was thinking then? (Which I doubt you will) I can't really remember. All I remember was that it was dark. Or black. So I just sat there, and it seems like a really long time. Until I heard my Mum coughed. A few times actually. It broke the trance. I quickly finish my cup of tea (realizing that there is alot left) I got my mum a cup of water. Filial piety? I don't know. Don't ask me, I don't like this kinda things. Complicated los. I put it at the side of her bed and she said, 'Why you come set me alarm?'. I was like 'Los? Wthella?' then I replied, 'No la! Got you some water to drink'. Then she exclaimed 'Get me water for what?'. Los! Then I just walked away. I know it is not that she don't appreciate it, she is just worried that I am running late. Anyway I everything stopped there. Everything I can remember about that morning. I meant this morning. Makes me think...
Sometimes it seems like the world has stopped spinning for you, and you'll need that someone to remind you that: The world won't stop.
Anyway that was morning. Afternoon was occupied by school. What can I say? Sucks. ='P
So about evening as I was 154-ing home. I saw this brochure in the form of door hangar which caught my attention. (Okay, it didn't really caught my attention, I was bored so I was looking for something to do.) Anyway here is what it says: (It's a Johnson's body care advertisement)
The Johnson's ®
Melt Away Stress Promise
I promise to do at least one of two
of these things for myself every day
1. I will talk my problems out with
friends or family.
2. I will not skip my workout - exercise
creates happy endorphins.
3. I will relax in the shower, no just wash.
4. I will smile more.
5. I will not spread myself too thin.
6. I will learn to accept what I cannot change.
7. I will ask for help when I need it.
8. I will breathe deeply and visualize calm.
9. I will not be ruled by my to -do list.
10. I will not be perfect. Or even try to be
11. I will not think about the work when outside
my workplace.
12. I will not constantly worry about what
others think of me.
13. I will learn to say 'no'
14. I will learn to schedule time for myself.
15. I will take up a relaxing new hobby.
Johnson's ® body care
Melt Away Stress
clinically proven to help
smooth your skin as it
soothes away tension
So after I read it. I was thinking, hey it totally make sense! Just what I need! Then i flip over and it says:
85%
of women get
stressed over
everyday things,
even before
their days get
started.*
Sounds like you?
Try the simple stress relievers
on the reverse of this card
So... Yea... Pretty dumb. Realised it is for women only. But knowing me, I don't care! Not at all! I think it's cool and I am going to follow it. So I think I will add 1 or 2 things stated above on to me to-do list today b4 I sign off! That will do! ='D So how should I start?
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Hmm...
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Ahhh!
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No...
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I give up.
13. I will learn to say 'no' DONE
9. I will not be ruled by my to -do list. DONE
Wow! That was easy! And I totally feel less stressful now! Maybe you should try it too. ='0
Anyway now that I have kept my promised I am going to sign off! ='D
By by~ Xia~ ='D